3.6 On Bullies and Being Bullied - speakofthedevilpod.com

January 17th, 2020

On Bullies and Being Bullied

 

Shane and Nannerl discuss how it felt to be bullied, and how sometimes we become bullies in response to our pain, and how others are just plain cruel.

CW: anecdotes from Shane and Nannerl of being bullied.

 

A prequel to the next episode. Stay tuned for next time when we reflect on Columbine, more on bullying, and Shane's publishing of "The Trenchcoat Diaries".

 

You can download the zine for free, here: https://archive.org/details/columbine_zine

 

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Columbine, school shooters, bullies, bullied, predator, prey, wolves, bill gates, control, guidance, might is right, might of mind, mind, opposition, sadist, sadistic, reactionary, sociopaths, fight, alpha, beta, agency, Brut, intellectual, football, sports, competition, boomers, gen x, tech, Elon musk, swirly, hinddy binddy, heads in the toilet, justice, wet t-shirt content, jocks, nerds, cruelty, cruelly, Peggy Hill, pearl harbor, tribalism, victim, survivor, Chicago, Astoria, Oregon, mediocre, stratified, stratification, art, artists, mediocrity, tipping point, Malcolm Gladwell, tall men make more money, bikers, 1%, abuse, abused, threatening, scared, fear, damaged people damage people, stop collaborate and listen, vanilla ice

3.5 Prophetic Liars - speakofthedevilpod.com

January 15th, 2020

Prophetic Liars

 

Grab some chips and salsa! Its time to hear about Shane's collaborations with Dorthea Puente, John Wayne Gacy's art, and Ed Gein's gravestone.

 

Nannerl and Shane Discuss what it was like for Shane to befriend Dorthea Puente, and how similar she was to some women he knows.

 

Shane reflects how he felt then and now with such dealings and how it may've affected others.

 

to purchase cooking with a serial killer: https://www.amazon.com/Cooking-Serial-Killer-Recipes-Dorothea/dp/1411615441/ref=sr_1_1?qid=1578632556&refinements=p_27%3AShane+Bugbee&s=books&sr=1-1&text=Shane+Bugbee

 

to purchase shane's true crime warped minds book: http://www.lulu.com/shop/shane-bugbee/true-crime-warped-mind-book-1/paperback/product-18923901.html

 

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3.4 Scapegoat of Love No More - speakofthedevilpod.com

January 14th, 2020
  1. Scapegoat of Love No More

 

So here it is, the episode about how Shane's marriage ended. Nannerl learns about what it was like to end a 20 year partnership and how such a falling out could happen among two public Satanists.

 

Some revisiting of Shane's book, "The Tangible Formula for Love and Loss, Despair and Joy, and the Triumph & Failure of the Collective Will pt. 1", and Nannerl gets some context about the book she didnt consider before.

 

Plus a very surprising revelation from Shane at the very end: Nannerl thought they were done recording, and then this interesting detail.

 

episode 2 of our Season 1 covers this book for the first time, and while its not a necessary listen for this episode, we'd love it if you checked it out to hear Nannerl's first impressions of this book.

https://www.podbean.com/eu/pb-34x6p-b7af51

 

If you would like your own copy of Shane's book, it is available here in Soft or Hardcover:

https://artwork-of-prophecy.myshopify.com/collections/art-odd/products/the-tangible-formula-for-love-and-loss-despair-and- joy-and-the-triumph-failure-of-the-collective-will

 

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Scapegoat of love, love, divorce, life in peril, married, marriage, psychiatrist, crazy making, fear, afraid, paranoid, men can't have feelings, Artist value, sadist, sadistic, s&m, bondage, sex cult, abuse, abused, religious in love, flawed, pathetic nostalgia, drama, Satanic Temple, Church of Satan, Progress, Satanic, satanism, satanist, evil, knife in the back, femenism, femanist

3.3 #Metoo movement - speakofthedevilpod.com

January 12th, 2020

#Metoo movement

 

In this second part of this 3 part feature of Season 3, Shane tells Nannerl how the #metoo movement affected him, and how he realized how relatable it was, and resonated with him in regards to the women in his life.

 

He realizes something has to change for him.

 

Stay tuned for the final installation of this miniseries next time, when he reveals more, and what it was he needed to change and get away from.

 

note: the story Shane was referring was Margaret Atwood's "Stone Mattress" and the podcast he mentioned while on this topic can be found here:

https://www.newyorker.com/podcast/fiction/a-m-homes-reads-margaret-atwood

 
 
 
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Me too movement, human rights, woman's rights, gaslighting, generational, cultural, sexuality, affair, shadow self, joy, hidden joy, married, marriage, emancipation papers, black widow wife, sadist, sadistic, boundaries, oedipus complex, cut off the head of the snake, occult knowledge, fuck beast, woman's secrets, submissive, narcissist, narcissistic, narcissism, t.v. parents, illusion, heartwarrior, breaking a cycle, all one, love is the law, Sagan, Carl Sagan, safe, sane, consentual, Brut, toxic male, group think, gender roles

3.2 Influential Women - speakofthedevilpod.com

January 10th, 2020

3.2 Influential Women

Shane an Nannerl talk about some women from Shane's past and present who changed Shane's life, helped him and even inspired him to pursue new paths. Ex Girlfriends, co-conspirators, collaborators, and even elders are mentioned here, but not all influences are good, unfortunately.

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Nurturing, metal head, heavy metal subculture, Italian culture, passion, underground subculture, art, regional not national, duality, goddess, black widow wife, predatory, woman, women, toxic masculinity, religion, cultural folk lore about women, pretense, artist life, Dixie, bucktown pub, underground comix hall of fame, the invisible female, play dumb or else, toxic relationship, hashtag where are my witches at

3.1 Self Help - speakofthedevilpod.com

January 8th, 2020

Self Help

 

 

REAL QUICK:

**Technical difficulty warning! I had some problems with her audio recorder jumping dimensions and so some topics and pieces of the interview skip. Rather than skip out on the pieces that are fragmented, i kept them here to help glue together to the next episodes, this episode is only the start. I hope you will stick around for the next 3 episodes, which connect to this one, they will help fill in some glitches too. apologies in advance.

Thanks for listening, Nannerl

 

Shane shares with Nannerl about his experiences with seeking counseling. Some mention of not only therapy, but also EMDR, and facing trauma.

 

Note from Nannerl:

I hope this episode helps those who may have considered seeking counseling, or any other behavioral health services.

 

Here are some links to some places to go if you need to start somewhere: These are only a few examples, but certainly not exclusive.

 

National Institute of Mental Health https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/find-help/index.shtml

 

 

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline

 

 

National Suicide Hotline 1-800-273-8255

 
 
 

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EMDR therapy, ptsd, cptsd, heartbroken, heartbreak, CBT therapy, psychology, psychologist, psychotherapist, how do you feel, believe, interpretation, grounded, anxiety, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, eat my feelings, divorce, married, marriage, blind eye, canary in the coal mine, artist, artist life, have to create art, fear, love, fear is the opposite of love, pain, occultist, occult, vulnerable, body keeps the score

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Wishing you a Happy New Year.

January 1st, 2020

Especially for our listeners, 

A word from your hosts, Shane Bugbee and Nannerl, wishing you a Happy New Year.
 
We got the ball rolling in 2019, and 2020 is going to be our year!  We hope to enjoy it with you all.  Thanks for listening, and Stay tuned for Season 3 !

 

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MOVIE MAGIC CIRCLE 4: STAR WARS/SKYWALKER

December 25th, 2019

The other day, in a Galaxy Far Far away….
Shane and Nannerl went to see Star Wars:  The Rise of Skywalker in theatres!!
**loud warning!  Nannerl gets way too extra **

In this episode of Movie Magic Circle, hosts Nannerl and Shane discuss nostalgia, the pragmatic nature of the new Star Wars movies, and wonder how Shane missed the two girls kissing.

Nannerl drops some knowledge on the soundtrack  and how John keeps orchestral music alive. 

May the Force be With you.

Happy Holidays from Shane and Nannerl

#starwars #skywalker #moviemagiccircle 

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The Elves and the Shoemaker as read by Shane Bugbee

December 24th, 2019

Gather around the fire, get cozy in your weighted blankets and a cup of cocoa, Its Story time with Shane!!
This year we present, Brothers Grimm “The Elves and the Shoemaker”.

Narration by Shane Bugbee
Soundtrack by Nannerl

Happy Holidays!

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Movie Magic Circle 3: Problem Child - speakofthedevilpod.com

December 13th, 2019

Hey you Problem Children! Put on your bowties and join Shane and Nannerl as they discuss the 1990 movie Problem Child. Shane finds some relatability to the character that is suspiciously parallel to occurrences in his own childhood, the biggest being how Junior had no Pretense.

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Ritual of Excess

November 28th, 2019

A NEW SONG from the witch house project Shane & Nannerl have been conspiring on for some time.

 

Produced and composed by Nannerl Featuring Shane Bugbee's lyrics and voices.

Thanksgiving is no longer needed.

Weed is tryptophan for the vegan...

Extra butter please.

Blue cheese makes my underarms itch

Garlic makes my nose twitch.

And yet I add them both to my mashed potatoes. 

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